Before my journey began, I was all about chaotic behavior.
Saturdays and Sundays in my corporate America working days were days to just do whatever, no work, just “play”. I know there is someone saying “there is nothing wrong with that”. I didn’t think so either… coming and going as I wanted, however reflecting back, was just miserable! Yes, I was hanging out with my friends, being social, and “enjoying life”….or so I thought.
I had simply defaulted to just living…I didnt understand back then.
Something was missing.
It was the life I really wanted to live.
There were many things that just weren’t going right, telling myself that this was the rest of my life and that was sad. Had almost accepted it too.
TIME!! Why the hell don’t you have time?
You have time to hang out with your friends.
The time to sit around and mope about what you want.
Spending 2-3 hours a day maybe even more on social media scrolling.
Seeing that same things, and playing no part in your growth as a person.
Sis, you have the TIME.
I came to realize that….
Understanding that until we get ourselves completely in tune MENTALLY, you will remain stagnant is key. It can even feel like everyone else is against you, but truthfully you are reason things have not changed for yourself.
ANY self doubt, displeasure, or situational depressive behavior going on with you, NOW is the time to take action.
Respect your time….period.
There needs to be more accountability in our lives. I had to swallow that pill myself. Once I accepted I am the reason for being STUCK in my own way, I had no other choice BUT TO GET UP AND GET IT!
It was either that, or never speak on my goals and dreams again because I was giving up and didn’t want to achieve nor WORK for them, I just wanted them to fall in my lap.
The Journey, whichever journey you may be on or wanted to head to, is NECESSARY!